林俊杰- 期待你的爱

my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
你的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱

我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯越靠近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱


　 我和他相识的这些日子以来，可以说是这么久以来我觉得最舒心的日子，在他身边我没有任何防备，有的只是依畏，我喜欢靠在他肩膀上的那种感觉。

Exhausted..

can u tell me...how is the feeling when the ppl that used 2 b close with u had become stranger???
can u tell me...how is the feeling when the good fren doesn't speak with each other anymore???

I wish I can know ur answer...
I doesn't like this feeling...feels like dying soon...

A meaningful song & a meaningful passage

《下一站，幸福》主题曲 - 我愛他
作词：黄婷
作曲：陈威全
演唱：丁噹

他的镜框留在某一节车厢
地下铁里的风比回忆还重
整座城市一直等着我
有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐


如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢
伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗
曾经依靠彼此的肩膀
如今各自在人海流浪
我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
逃不开爱越深越互相伤害
越深的依赖越多的空白
该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂
我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘
曾为他相信明天就是未来
情节有多坏都不肯醒来
我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望
我的心深深伤过却不会忘
我和他不再属于这个地方
最初的天堂最重的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天
我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来
若那一刻重来我不哭
让他知道我可以很好

1 John 4:17-18
17 Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness in the day of judgment; because as He is, so are we in this world. 18 There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.

Fear is the number 1 reason for worries and doubts to take place in our mind. It is a powerful weapon that the enemy constantly uses to hinder us from doing great things and breaking free from out circumstances. But looking at the verse above, we know that God has promised us that through His love, there will be no fear. But how is His love like? How do we know when we have His love?

In 1 John 4:16 it says that "God is Love." The only way for us to know how God's love is like is to know Him. In v18 it says "But he who fears has not been made perfect in love.". This simply means that the reason we have fear in our lives is because we do not know him completely. We have yet to have the perfect revelation of who God is. God is the creator of heaven and earth. Everything that is in our lives, including our blessings and even problems are created by him. In order for us to know how to deal with the problem, we must know the creator. As we continue to seek for His purpose and reasons, we need to seek for who we are too because problems and challenges are created for us to overcome them. Thus, we need to understand the relativity between the issue and us in order to fight the battle well. We need to know who we are in order to have a powerful and accurate strategy.

In Matthew 16, Jesus was asking Peter who does he think He is.
15 He said to them, “But who do you say that I am?”
16 Simon Peter answered and said, “You are the Christ, the Son of the living God.”
17 Jesus answered and said to him, “Blessed are you, Simon Bar-Jonah, for flesh and blood has not revealed this to you, but My Father who is in heaven. 18 And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. 19 And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.”

Peter had the revelation of who Jesus is. And right after that, Jesus gave him the revelation of who he is and his destiny as the verse shows "18 And I also say to you that you are Peter, and on this rock I will build My church, and the gates of Hades shall not prevail against it. 19 And I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.". So in order for us to know who we are, we must first know who our creator is. And the best way for us to gain that revelation is through reading His word. Once we know our creator, we can find out what were we created for. And through that, we will ultimately know how to tackle all the challenges in our lives.

Live is a journey, challenges are not dead ends, but rather they are springboards for us to reach the next level. Change is the most constant thing in life. Some people fear it, some people hide from it and some people are even destroyed by it. But on the other hand, changes brings growth and changes brings transformation. So to face and slay the giant or to run away and hide, your choice!

fasting..

I did it!!~~whole of 2day I din eat anything...so I drink a lot...hehe...last 2 days I fast lunch n dinner...2day can fast whole day...praise Lord!!~~is really hungry when I work in Jean Gan Ballet...but is worth!!~~hope wat I fast for is goin 2 happen...hope the sick can be heal..^^

Learn To Be Lonely

Child of the wilderness
Born into emptiness
Learn to be lonely
Learn to find your way in darkness

Who will be there for you
Comfort and care for you
Learn to be lonely
Learn to be your one companion

Never dreamed out in the world
There are arms to hold you
You've always known
Your heart was on its own
So laugh in your loneliness
Child of the wilderness
Learn to be lonely

Learn how to love life that is lived alone
Learn to be lonely Life can be lived
Life can be loved Alone

I am glad that I can met lee siang 2day..I used 2 visit her everyweek last time...but since she is working now is not that free 4 me adi...but enjoy listening 2 her story with her Idol Boy like girls in Quatro...haha...on the way back from there..I drove 160...jus 2 fa xie!!~~really heartbroken after say he is holding a girl's hand in Sunway Pyramid ytd...he ignore me..knew this will happen...starting 2day...I need 2 learn 2 b lonely...jus like this song...Pray hard 4 ppl!!!this is the things I gona do after listen 2 Pastor Kong prieching...:)

sorry God..

I miss a sermon of Pastor Kong cos wana take it b4 10pm...wana reach there b4 12am...but plan dashed to pieces...I cried...4 them I really not that important...I very upset...dissapointed now...I felt unacceptance...I hope that I can do something that make me 4get it...I pray oo God...pls gv me guidance..

Good Dream

I jus 1 2 10s him...he is my ex best fren...I know him since primary sch...he always appear when I am alone in sunway...1st time he went church with me...*touch*cos even his best fren oso din go...then hor...he very caring...automatically take chili 4 me when I ask him 1 or not...he wana go buy things 4 me 2 eat when the service gona start n he doesnt care that if later couldnt get inside...he totally no idea wat is goin on but he jus 4low...this make me very touch la...cos the non christian fren that I brought all very cheng...hehe...but having a great time with him n his fren...gd ppl mix with gd fren oso???no wonder his fren oso so nice...still remember when I sad he always worry me that will do stupid things n wana accompany me...hehe...he very nice ar...but...he is my ex style...is not my type gua...dono

Emerge really great...I wish I could b 1 of the participant..but they don hv piano la...dono wat should I join adi...jus b an audience lo...envy below the stage..hehe...

wat Pastor Kong priech jus really say bout me ar...hrmm....

3 things to look 4 if u 1 2 hv a gd dream:
1. A dream fits with God's will
2. A gd dream fits wt ur talent
3. A gd dream fits wt people's need

I jus no idea of wat is goin on??wat should I do??